My Dreamy Selfship Space!!
NOTE:I do blend some darker content into these selfships on occasion. You will hear me commonly talk about yandere, underage, and incest tropes, among other things. No, I do not condone these things in real life. I feel safe exploring these concepts in this situation because these are fictional characters and thus are a safe outlet.
I may treat my relationship with Sun as very real, and it is real to me, but I also am very aware that he is a fictional character and that I am basically roleplaying a relationship with a doll that I control.
In the case of certain other f/o's, please just keep in mind that I always am talking about the characters being portrayed and absolutely never the real person behind said character. No, I do not condone anything any creator of the media the characters I selfship with are part of may have done.
Thank you for understanding and please do not crucify me for liking fictional characters in a weird way!
BAM! Immediate shrine to Sun below :) The love of my life, my beautiful ball of sunshine.
I have other selfships, but Sun is by far the toptier end all be all of them! I consider him as being my primary irl relationship - everyone else is just minor crushes or exercises in daydreaming. Kinda like how when you're in a 3D relationship and still watch anime and off-handedly talk about how hot certain characters are. I'm very loyal to Sunny!!
Others I selfship with (in a romantic way) include:
- Kankri Vantas from Homestuck
- Nightmare from Dreamtale (former primary irl relationship, old shrine here)
- Alastor from Hazbin Hotel.
- Lucifer from Hazbin Hotel
- Charlie from Hazbin Hotel
- c!Dream from Dream SMP
- c!Ranboo from Dream SMP.
Profile
Name: SunNickame(s): Sundrop, Sunrise, Sunman
Fandom: Five Nights at Freddys
(first showed up in Security Breach, but has also been in Help Wanted 2 and some of the Tales of the Pizzaplex books!)
Birthday: November 21st (via fandom decision)
Zodiac: Virgo
Age: Who knows! I like joking that he's 4 bc he was first introduced in 2020 though (it is 9/26/2024 as of writing this)
Gender: GNC Transfem Nonbinary (headcanon)
Pronouns: He/they/it
Sexuality: Aplatonic Aromantic Demi/Cupiosexual (headcanon)
Family: Up for debate, but you could technically count Moon. Depends on your opinion. I like thinking of them like how I see Rin and Len Kagamine: could be twins, could be lovers, could be friends, could be basically the same person. Who knows! My opinion changes based on what I think is funniest in the moment.
Role/Job: Daycare Attendant, formerly Theater Performer
Personality: Lights on! Takes care of kids in the daytime, with arts and crafts, fun games, generally tiring out the kids. Upbeat, energetic, enjoys doing activities, likes puppets and soda, has anxiety about rule breaking, neat, perfectionist, very serious about rules, has an angry aggressive side, has low self esteem, cares about others instead of himself, uses cheery mask to hide sadness. Probably represses his anger and is also the most burnt out ever. I like thinkin of him as jealous and obsessive also, but nothing in canon as far as I can tell backs that up, lol.
Misc Canon:
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Headcanons
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Drabble Ideas
prompt by robin-selfship: Imagine sharing your first kiss with your shipcest sibling f/o. What led up to this? Was it to “practice” kissing for when you start dating? Or was this something more intentional? Who initiated the kiss first, you or your sibling f/o? Either way, your sibling f/o loves you, more than just siblings, but as lovers.my tags in reponse: #hmmmMMMMMmm#honeslty. i think it would be funny if it was like. one of us half-awake and the other one thinking were taking a nap #so whoevers awake feels more confident #and steals a kiss #before leaving to go be flustered somewhere else #and then the one thats half awake is suddenly WIDE awake #and sits up and also gets flustered after the other one leaves #i could totally see like. specifically me kissing him while thinking hes asleep! #bc at that point i dont think hed realize i felt anything beyond siblings towards him (even if im like. incredibly weird abt him) #(which yknow. he recognizes! but he makes excuses fr it lol. and me feeling romo/qp towards him just like#Would Not Occur to him) #and its like. im prob working on something and hes spending time w me#resting on the couch and chatting w me #and his speech tapers off#and after i get to a stopping place i look over and assume he fell asleep bc its prob late #and im like. fighting my demons lol like ''hes so pretty....'' and ''i mean... hes asleep... he wouldnt know if i just ... stole a little #kiss... its not like it would be anything beyond a quick peck! barely even a brush against his lips! and then ill be satisfied and wont do#nything like that ever again!'' #(the demons won) #so im super careful abt it and lean down and press my lips against his for a few seconds before i pull back. #and then like. get smacked with Desire. so im all flustered and am like ''i need to go sleep'' #meanwhile sun: was actually awake that whole time and is both flustered and very confused now #and he ends up bringing it up later . and the entire convo i want to sink into the concrete and die lol
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robot cannibalism because i was being gay. just moon kin things: what if like. robot cannibalism. like what if i just grabbed handfuls of sun's wires and ripped them out and ate them. bc i love him and want to become on ewith him. like fully phase into one being again. like . like fguys what isf
idk sometimes i just wanna eat him alive while also making out with him and making him orgasm. yknow?
actually what if HE ate ME. and i came just from that. like. um. yeah
it would be a good time for me to grow into my full potential as a massive sadomasochist lol
OR. compromise. we eat eachother.
.............sun cryingggggg asudhfksj ough that would be so hot
tears running down his face as he makes pained noises and kisses back and doesnt fight against me making a mess of his inner wiring.... him saying he loves me as i eat him bit by bit... me pressing rough kisses to his mouth and we make out, his own oil smearing across both of our faces as i grind against him.....
and then after i've fixed him up and we've both had ltos of aftercare. he shyly brings up wanting me to experience what he just did. IMMEDIATE shot thru the heart................................. OH AND HED BE SO LIKE. HED BE SOOO INTO IT. he gets the first pained noise or tears out of me and hed literally be Gone. ..........................................him teasing me for being turned on by the feeling of pain..................... taking out his anger and frustration on me... him shivering at the sound of me begging him to hurt me more. soadufh
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tsams kin ship thing: so bc its canon that moon makes little dolls of his family. do u think he ever makes the dolls kiss.... or like. does he play with them. do u think he plays house with them and acts out scenes he wishes would happen irl...... do u think he roleplays with them...............................
also the fact that they are so detailed..........
like ough. it being pointed out that the minor dents on sun's face are on his doll. little things that most people wouldnt even notice, much less add to an idealized doll theyre creating. the inherent care and love he probably put into making those, to make them so detailed as to capture every single little "imperfection" and just. sadfuhsafjk i am SO unwell abt these two
the inherent intimacy of knowing someone that well... of taking the time and energy out of your day to craft yourself a little doll of them (so you can have them with you forever, and never be apart), with every single little detail correct (how long do you think he spent looking at sun to notice every single dent in his face??? literal counting every single one of someone's freckles behavior), the fact that sun's doll was probably one of the first aside from himself. the concept of said doll you create of this person you care about so much and put so much like. CARE into. having every single physical "flaw" that makes them unique carefully created to be the most accurate it can possibly be. just lieksdfhjkshfaahsjchbndasjfhj THE THEMES !!!! THE THEMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE INHERENT INTIMACY AND LOVE OF IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its LITERALLY basically moon saying "i love you because of all of your flaws who make you who you are, i love you for being who you are, i want you by my side forever, and i wanted that so intensely that i created a small fake version of you to keep by my side in my darkest moments. not a replacement, but something to remind me of you and tide me over until you return to my side or i return to yours again."
this got long but idc i am having EMOTIONS.
okay i was going to end the post but before that: moon playing w the dolls and acting out a scene of him and sun being married and in love. when he knows(?) irl that sun only thinks of him as a sibling(???). angst
Physical Merch
i'm currently working on a plushie! Halfway done rn probably lol :)! The pattern is by Jucalyptus on Etsyi have plans to make a bajillion plushies using different patterns and everything!!